Week 6

Honestly I would most likely be alone because the only times that I am not alone is when I am with Jordan and his friends.. but when I'm with them I feel like I'm alone anyway... I don't like being in groups with people to be honest. The only times I am scared is when I am alone so my worst nightmare would most likely come true when I am all by myself. I could see myself roaming alone somewhere out in the country trying to find something to do to make time pass or I could see me leaving the house at night because I am mad and being all alone on a country road with no streets lights at all. Also I am not very street smart so i would be one of those dumb people who would venture into a cabin in the middle of no where in the rain to hide from that mysterious psychotic killer. I have always had nightmares even to this day that someone sneaks into my house and kills me with a gun... and I am one of those people who always fears that those dreams will come true. In this situation if I was not expecting some mental guy to come after me I would most likely have nothing with me for protection so by the time he pulls the trigger I will be dead... although I do know the country very well and the people I live near so I may be able to outsmart the man... I believe though that I will be just another victim whom afterwards would not live another day to realize how much my family and friends mean to me or be able to tell this frightening story to family, friends, news, or the police,,,,,...........

Week 5

Well the fact I can not really think of some fake place I would have to say I would like to go to the island where the grandpa from my book that I am reading now grew up at. He grew up in a home for kids that were classified as peculiar which were being hunted for their peculiarness. I feel like that place would be cool because the house hidden in the woods on the island is full of kids that are unordinary... and ordinary/ usual gets pretty boring... that's why I always wanted to work with psychotic people but my boyfriend is afraid of me getting stabbed.

Week 4

When I was younger I tended to believe everything I herd of course like any other child... One thing though that I had believed until I was 11 or 12 was the bloody Mary thing... what you were supposed to do was go into the bathroom with very little light and spin around three times saying bloody Mary and you were supposed to see bloody Mary in the mirror and if you ran out you would be thrown down a well by time it comes morning... This was a text that I had received saying that if you don't try this or pass it on to a certain amount of people you would die alone in a cold well... something like that,, it has been a while since I have heard that rumor. Also I would like to add that a couple years ago when I went to Iowa to see my family I tried convincing my friend Cheyenne's little brother to go into the bathroom and try it... we told him that it would be so cool it would be breathtaking!!!!

Week 3

 Something that I have learned about music is that most music that can be inspirational would be country music before all other music types... unless you are some crazy mad man that only finds inspiration in screamo/ hard core rock whatever... Although I have so many songs that I think inspires me, only one comes to mind at the moment. As old as it may be I think of the song  "Even If it Breaks Your Heart..." online it had said that it was about a kid who wanted to play guitar or something like that and he just had to keep doing what he wanted to do and follow his dreams even if it felt like there was no way possible that he could become what he wanted to be.. but when I listen to the song I start to think about how I wish so many things were different whether it was between school, friends, my boyfriend, or even my family... and I just dream about this whole fantasy world where everything seems to be so much better... and it just makes me think it may break my heart to realize that things aren't going the way i wanted it to but eventually my dreams will come true I just have to give things time... and yeah that's it. ;)