week 16

In 2014 a lot of things have happened. Both good and bad. Honestly in the beginning of the year it was fun but now I am just ready for this year to be overwith. I hope that in 2015 I make more friends and get a job as well as my license. I hope to continue getting good grades and I hope that the rest of this cheer season goes great! In the beginning of the year in January Jordan and I had only been to gether for like a month and it has now been a year (today) which makes me happy that through all of the troubles and hardships we made through it together, which is probably one of my greates accomplishments for this eyar because all other times I would just break up with others when one little thing went wrong. I hope that thigns will get better even if its very slowly, I just hope to learn how to not stress out so much because that is probably what has made this year nto as great as it should have been!

Week 15

First off I would wait outside of his house for a few weeks to notice his patterns of when he leaves the house and such and then I would finally sneak in.. since he has something that belongs to the government he most likely has an alarm system on his house so that means I will only have a certain amount of time to get in there and get what  I need... If he shows up at home while I am still there I would prob have something with me to bash him over the head. If I had the machine honestly I would probably keep it even though I know its not the right thing to do. I cant even tell you how many times I have wished for the weather to be different... So that way I could have snow that will stick to the ground. I hate when it rains because I don't like getting my feet soaked.

week 14

If I was upside down and every one was right side up it would be like a spider on the ceiling looking down at everyone, lonely, but yet a much bigger spider except for in the form of us humans. That's what it would be like.... Honestly I wouldn't like it because I don't like having to adapt to change. Then again sometimes its fun being different but then again I don't like sticking out and I don't want all of the attention. sleeping on the ceiling would suck as well as eating.... How can i get food below me if I am the only thing that is different.

Week 13

My family never has actually sat down to a thanksgiving meal, we kind of started doing it last year when my family member passed away. But I have gone to my friends and boyfriends family's thanksgivings and the things I like the most is pumpkin pie. I don't care for turkey and things like that but I do like mashed potatoes. I haven't really payed much attention to how much of food there is so I wouldn't be able to say. When my family did start thanksgiving we made steak and potatoes and such. I also like the bread/ rolls we had to  put jelly and butter. Like I said I don't remember much about Thanksgiving and we don't really celebrate it with a meal.

Week 12

I appreciate my parents because I am thankful for how much they love me. They let me do more things than atypical teenage girl would be allowed to... I am not saying doing drugs, drink, going to parties whatever... I am just saying they don't mind if I am gone everyday, they don't mind if I am out late,,,, of course not extremely late I still do have a curfew but its a little bit longer than others. Seeing how other parents treat their kids makes me sad. It makes me sad how they continuously yell at their kids to do things for them because they are too lazy to do it themselves. I also hate how I see other parents assuming their kids did things they shouldn't have done without even asking if it was true or not.... I am thankful my parents have the respect to ask me before they freak out.

Week 11

I think I would discover a whole room full of secret treasures that my family has prized for ever. I imagine it would be things that have been passed down generation to generation and that it would not be passed down until that family member is for sure that we would be responsible with it and not tell others. Perhaps a crown stolen from the queen centuries ago or maybe money that would eventually be worth a fortune. Unfortunately I know this would never happen. At least to me because I don't clean my room half the time... usually I make Samm clean things because she is the cleaner the only chore i enjoy doing is mowing otherwise I am not worth anything else.

week 10

The fact that I am not that creative and have always been plain and boring... I am not sure what I would be but I would definitely be something scary. I would be some scary creature that no one would want to mess with. That way I won’t be stressed out all the time. I get stressed out all of the time because of the stupidity of others and the dumb things they do and say. If I could come off as scary then I wouldn't have to even stress about how bad I want to punch them but knowing that I cant. Honestly though I would want the witch to turn me back into whom I really am because coming off as some type of bully is really not the person I want to be. Id rather be someone who looks more innocent than evil.

Week 9

Well everything would be alot different in the eyes of an ant. It is kind of like how it was when I was younger everything seemed so big to me unlike now where everything seems very small. Like the playground in McDonald's,,, it hurts to climb through it. If I had to try to get your attention I would climb up your desk or wherever you have your food or drink and I would climb on it to frighten you and I would jump up and down but before I get your attention I will walk around the halls messing with classes and people before I am back to normal size of course I would have to try to avoid being stepped on.

Week 8

The question is how are babies born? This is a question I asked my sister when we were toddlers. My mom was around us when Sam explained the ways in which a baby is born and it begins something like this.. First you go to the apartment. Once you are at the apartment you grab the hammer and you crack the tummy. Once the tummy has been cracked open you use the screw driver. The screw driver is used to wedge your way into the stomach. (keep in mind these are not the exact words but close enough.) Then you take both sides of the belly and tare it open. You make a big enough hole to reach inside to grab the babies(or baby) And soon enough you have "dah baby" ( wise words of Samantha Jo Clayton!!!)

Week 7

Not very many scary things have happened to me before.. for fun scary I love haunted houses I just love screaming. I don't know why. I scream about the dumbest things. I love when people jump out of nowhere and scare me because I think it's so funny to look back at what idiotic action I just made. whether its falling over jumping or just screaming. One time when I went on vacation with my boyfriend and his family in St Louis we got into a crash with his parents and I was the only one that first noticed we were about to wreck I started screaming and then once we crashed I couldn't breath and I started crying like a little baby. Not just because we crashed and that scared me what actually scared me is that I could no longer breath and my arms and legs felt numb as if I was about to experience a heart attack or something. I also started to think what would have happened if I didn't notice ahead of time... the wreck could have been much worse. On our way to St Louis I kept screaming at Jordan to slow down because I was afraid we were going to wreck but then he got annoyed of me freaking out so I had quit freaking out because he kept saying that we will be fine and I just knew we weren't going to be. so of course when I quit freaking out we end up crashing.... Moral of this story is that GIRLS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT!!. ;)

Week 6

Honestly I would most likely be alone because the only times that I am not alone is when I am with Jordan and his friends.. but when I'm with them I feel like I'm alone anyway... I don't like being in groups with people to be honest. The only times I am scared is when I am alone so my worst nightmare would most likely come true when I am all by myself. I could see myself roaming alone somewhere out in the country trying to find something to do to make time pass or I could see me leaving the house at night because I am mad and being all alone on a country road with no streets lights at all. Also I am not very street smart so i would be one of those dumb people who would venture into a cabin in the middle of no where in the rain to hide from that mysterious psychotic killer. I have always had nightmares even to this day that someone sneaks into my house and kills me with a gun... and I am one of those people who always fears that those dreams will come true. In this situation if I was not expecting some mental guy to come after me I would most likely have nothing with me for protection so by the time he pulls the trigger I will be dead... although I do know the country very well and the people I live near so I may be able to outsmart the man... I believe though that I will be just another victim whom afterwards would not live another day to realize how much my family and friends mean to me or be able to tell this frightening story to family, friends, news, or the police,,,,,...........

Week 5

Well the fact I can not really think of some fake place I would have to say I would like to go to the island where the grandpa from my book that I am reading now grew up at. He grew up in a home for kids that were classified as peculiar which were being hunted for their peculiarness. I feel like that place would be cool because the house hidden in the woods on the island is full of kids that are unordinary... and ordinary/ usual gets pretty boring... that's why I always wanted to work with psychotic people but my boyfriend is afraid of me getting stabbed.

Week 4

When I was younger I tended to believe everything I herd of course like any other child... One thing though that I had believed until I was 11 or 12 was the bloody Mary thing... what you were supposed to do was go into the bathroom with very little light and spin around three times saying bloody Mary and you were supposed to see bloody Mary in the mirror and if you ran out you would be thrown down a well by time it comes morning... This was a text that I had received saying that if you don't try this or pass it on to a certain amount of people you would die alone in a cold well... something like that,, it has been a while since I have heard that rumor. Also I would like to add that a couple years ago when I went to Iowa to see my family I tried convincing my friend Cheyenne's little brother to go into the bathroom and try it... we told him that it would be so cool it would be breathtaking!!!!

Week 3

 Something that I have learned about music is that most music that can be inspirational would be country music before all other music types... unless you are some crazy mad man that only finds inspiration in screamo/ hard core rock whatever... Although I have so many songs that I think inspires me, only one comes to mind at the moment. As old as it may be I think of the song  "Even If it Breaks Your Heart..." online it had said that it was about a kid who wanted to play guitar or something like that and he just had to keep doing what he wanted to do and follow his dreams even if it felt like there was no way possible that he could become what he wanted to be.. but when I listen to the song I start to think about how I wish so many things were different whether it was between school, friends, my boyfriend, or even my family... and I just dream about this whole fantasy world where everything seems to be so much better... and it just makes me think it may break my heart to realize that things aren't going the way i wanted it to but eventually my dreams will come true I just have to give things time... and yeah that's it. ;)

Week 2

    Honestly I really don't like this weeks topic because I am not the person to brag whatsoever nor do I really have a thing that I think I'm just extremely good at something. Although... I have noticed that I do draw better than others, not all but some. I enjoy art class because I have always wanted to learn to draw much better than what I can do now. to be honest I started by drawing using step to step so I could learn the basic shapes that make up the creature/character/flower whatever. This year Mrs. Young is teaching us to draw without all of the useless step to step drawing its like a form of cheating in her book. So far this year all we have learned is drawing zentangles and drawing a cartoon which is not easy at all. Compared to some others I have noticed as bad as I think I am I can surprisingly draw pretty well compared to some others who still need to learn which is okay because everyone is better at something that others may not be so good at.

Week 1

So far school has been okay.. I don't really like how boring most of the new freshman are. I wish that there were more interesting and funny people like there were last year. One thing that I am looking forward to most this year is art class and according to Ms. A I am also looking forward to geometry. Which I really am not at all. Of course like most kids I wish I could still be at home instead of sitting in this boring school building that has no air what so ever. Another thing I would rather have is for Jordan to be in school a little bit longer but now I am getting used to the fact that he leaves early in the school day. Cheer is coming up in a few months which I am confident in making the team again this year. I like being in cheer because it keeps me from sitting around in the winter and getting fat. Now that there is more freshman who will most likely be trying out for cheer I am not sure how many cheerleaders there will be... we only had one senior last year and I know Jaylynn wont be trying out again this year. Normally there were eleven cheerleaders so we will just see how that goes.